God or I,Me,Myself?

This is a chance to renew myself.. to follow her path.. or follow a path for God alone.. guidance is really needed for this.. but yet i myself have such a huge ego to not let anyone know of my problem.. is this a way to my problems? hiding it from the world? or should i just go and ask for wisdom from God and other people? I always feel that my problems are just insignificant.. merely just a baby problem for God.. am i right? is it wrong to feel that way.? soo many questions in my mind just are floating everywhere.. cramming into every little space there is!

A new year has arrived.. its not much a good for me.. i feel more and more pressure as i step another step into adulthood.. not much of being free.. but instead bearing more and more responsibility and burdens.. not wanting to burden our parents anymore cause we are able to bear these things on our own.. the first few moments are always the hardest.. so i need to persevere!

And to those who always been reading my blog.. sorry that i've been missing for so long.. there are some perceptions of blogs making the blogger vulnerable.. deep thoughts and troubles posted.. might actually be taken and used against you.. maybe only i myself have been so foolish to have that kind of thinking.. forgive me for my wrongdoings.. anyways..

Happy New Year !! A new year a new start for all yeah!! =D