Candy Cane!

A little fun and entertaining video for you readers to see! :) and nooo its not a lame-ghost-pop-up-that-scares-the-crap-out-you video.. so don't worry.. relax and enjoyy~ ;)

The Midnight Blogger strikes again! Today is a very weird and numb dayy.. I think its just my thinking day.. when all the 'What If' questions comes to me and haunt me into outside, ripping my guts out, terrorizing the brain cells in my brain.. :( making me all elmo-ish and nemo-eee.. that sucks! But i'm sure of one thing.. that i was EMO-ING! :) Anyways.. i went to PJ Trinity for service today.. went with shalala and shalulu.. and i saw Johny Boy who has horny eyes quote Mei-yan! :) I saw MEI-YAN!! Its good to see her and some old faces there.. But looking at shalala and her gang hang out.. i feel soo.. left out.. old.. they are so lucky to have majority of their JS members to be KL-iens! :P Making meeting up so easyy.. Anyways had a terrible financial day.. Wasted 27bucks on something that i don't wanna say what is it! urgh.. made me have to eat mee cup for lunch.. ROAR! benci sama euuu~ >:(

I FINISHED MY HK DRAMA D!! i'm back to having guilt of not studying.. when i am busy..i got no time to study.. when i am free.. i forgot to study.. sucks! the ending of the drama sucks! it just seems so perfect! HATE YOUU DRAMATIC DRAMA!! Moving on~ i had my 3 hour power nap.. and i dreamt bout unpleasant things that make me woke up emo-ing.. its like all my 'What If' questions came alive in my dream and i am visualizing it.. able to visualize all the bad things.. :C but all those emo-ing ended when i saw my BURGER!! heheheheehehe!! i dunno whether did i really cheer up.. or i was just blinded by the awesomeness of the Burgerrr.. nom nom nom.. Food is needed to cheer me up! Take Note Guys! :) As i remember i told Aunty Choy Quin that ' The way to a man's heart is through his stomach' and she bought me food! hahaha! :) maksud tersirat?! @@

Tonight i just enjoy hanging out with my housemates.. lying down on the bed.. listening to the other two making fun of each other.. then went to play Bass and tried so many songs for example 'In The End', Umbrella, I'm Yours, Lydia-Fir, and so many more.. so fun.. found a new solo that is challenging that i will master it in time! :) a new challenge! i feel my heart burning to play over and over again when i have the time! Had much fun when i realize that i am better than a lot of people.. not boasting just saying that all my hard work to improve myself when i was younger is not wasted.. investing so much time and will to learn something that i wasn't really interested that time was not a waste.. :) And now.. i am going back to sleep for a couple of hours b4 class.. @@

I don’t want to live like I don’t care.

I don’t want to say another empty prayer.

Oh, I refuse to sit around and wait for someone else

To do what God has called me to do myself.

Oh, I could choose not to move but I refuse.

~Channin's Outta Here~

Test Tube Baby!

He's just awesomeeeee!! Look at his talent! Its just mind-blasting, jaw-dropping, breath-taking, shoe-licking, ice-cream eating, popcorn popping, rat dissecting talent! Dam power! JELEZ!! ROARR!! but aihh.. bo bien lor.. I'm special in my own ways~ lalala~

I'm finishing my HK drama!! 2 more episodes! and its OVAH! :) then i can actually focus on my studies! @@ Today i went to Kepong Wesley for their myf again.. and i brought audrey along.. :) its just fun to see them again.. making fun of mei zhi.. bullying ah tan.. aaahhh.. just so nice! i miss that! :) After that i sent Audrey back.. and went back to church to wait for shalala.. :) but kinda awkward cause she was in a meeting and i was there waiting very hungrily.. I only had my 1st and only meal at around 8!! @@ mana bolehh~ hahaha.. Fetch shalala and went to desa park city with shalulu and shalulu's boypren~ Quite fun walking and relaxing in the nature surrounded place.. :) They say i'm an introvert.. i guess at time progresses.. i become more and more introvert as i am even more and more fearful to let myself be hurt again.. i think that is the problem.. But its cool ehh.. i got said to be BUFFER than last time.. :) cool cool.. but then.. i got said that i look old with long hair.. aihh.. @@ ups and downs.. like a roller coaster! After that i sent shalala back and came home.. watched another episode of Drama.. now i'm feeling sickish.. lack of sleeppp cause i slept at 5.30am yesterday!! ^^ AWESOMEE!! Nitey nite peopleeee.. :) Another long day tomorrow~ :)

~Channin's Outta Here~

Tribute!

This post is a post for Japan ,Hawaii ,Indonesia and neighboring countries that are also affected by the earthquake that just happened.. This is also for the recent earthquake that happened in ChristChurch New Zealand.. My prayers are with the country and the people affected or not.. they need our prayers.. please do pray for them..

Many lives has been taken back to the Lord.. a total of 65 people were taken back in the earthquake that happened in ChristChurch that scaled a 6.3 magnitude.. And now 200- 300 bodies are found in Japan.. So many families are devastated.. dreams are shattered.. lives are taken..Some have lost everything.. therefore they need our prayer and support for the Lord to reveal Himself and show them that things in the world will be taken away but the promise of the lifetime will never be taken away if we only believe! So, please join with me in prayer for those who are crying out in desperation.. crying out for a way out of this.. crying out 'WHY is this happening to me'.. Prayer does the things that our hands cannot do..

"I will show wonders in the heaven above and signs on the earth below, blood and fire and billows of smoke. The sun will be turned to darkness and the moon to blood before the coming of the great and glorious day of the Lord. And everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved." - Acts 2:19-21

"Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on whatday your Lord will come. But understand this: If the owner of the house had known at what time of night the thief was coming, he would have kept watch and would not have let his house be broken into. So you also must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him." - Matthew 24:42-44

Look at these two bible verses..I'm not saying that the Second Coming of Christ is coming really soon due to this earthquake..( "No one knows about that day or hour, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father." - Matthew 24:36 ) No one knows.. but the signs are getting more and more obvious.. this is not a matter we could just turn back after the Lord has come.. there is no second chance after that.. Let us start changing our lives to be more like Him as He would want us to.. Let us be what He want us to..

Stop being so naive and foolish of having that arrogance that there is no God that will reign supreme over us.. Stop saying 'Why so serious' for this is SERIOUS! To the readers.. I LOVE YOU that is why i'm sharing this with you.. sharing this promise that has given me peace and hope in my life.. i don't want to lose anyone that didn had the chance to learn of this God of mine that will save you! Come to the Lord for He will always be there to give u a second chance and love you as long as you open up your heart to Him!

Finally i just wanna summarize that, just praying for solace and healing to all the victims involved in these calamities in Japan.. pray for volunteers to help out and pray for lives to be safe! Sorry for being quite pushy at times.. i just want the best for all.. If you do not like what i say.. just click the X button on the top right corner and it'll all go away.. :) Guys.. please pray and be grateful!

~Channin's Outta Here~

Starfish!

Dramas are actually not good to watch.. the more I watch bout their love story.. the more i get jealous of my real life.. how i wish i were in their shoes where everything just falls so nicely in place.. but that can't happy.. i shall not go gaa gaa over this things and face the fact and be down to earth bout the life i'm having.. I'm happy of who i am and how i learnt to be a stronger person each day! :) Today i went for a walk in Time Square with two of my housemates, it was quite fun actually.. 3 guys walking around all dressed sloppily~ :) no worries! no girls to impress cause i only wanna impress a particular girl.. other girls don't matter.. :S Had Wendy's for lunch.. regretted cause it ain't nice.. at least my order lah.. hahaha.. but we saw a guy that was sitting behind us.. he fell asleep and slant to the side with his nose touching the table only.. even the worker came to look.. maybe worried he's dead or something.. lol.. pitiful and funny at the same time.. :) after that we watched 'I am Number 4 '.. nice is nice lah.. but kind of ridiculous! i duwan to see number six! i wanna see number 5! don't they know how to count!? ROAR!! burst my bubble.. lol.. *plus i saw girls staring at me in the cinema~lalalala~ =))))))* after the movie went shopping.. and saw two unexpected female and male walking together in the mall.. gotcha! keh keh keh~ went to Sungei Wang and saw LIM TSE MUN's back.. but recognize her by her usual gangsta 'lu langsi lu mati' walking style! :) oh oh oh.. my housemate bought a bass guitar! and ask me to teach him.. that is not a problem.. now i can play with it as well !! FINALLY!! time for me to try all the weird funky things that i always to learn and do! :D I MISS SHALALA!! :C back to hk dramas.. another day has pass.. another day to reflect and remind myself of the love of God.. share with you readers as well! :D Have fun!

Above all powers above all kings

Above all nature and all created things

Above all wisdom and all the ways of man

You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms above all thrones

Above all wonders the world has ever known

Above all wealth and treasures of the earth

There's no way to measure what You're worth

Crucified laid behind the stone

You lived to die rejected and alone

Like a Rose trampled on the ground

You took the fall and thought of me

Above all

Above all powers above all kings

Above all nature and all created things

Above all wisdom and all the ways of man

You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms above all thrones

Above all wonders the world has ever known

Above all wealth and treasures of the earth

There's no way to measure what You're worth

Crucified laid behind the stone

You lived to die rejected and alone

Like a Rose trampled on the ground

You took the fall and thought of me

Above all

Crucified laid behind the stone

You lived to die rejected and alone

Like a Rose trampled on the ground

You took the fall and thought of me

Above all

Like a Rose trampled on the ground

You took the fall and thought of me

Above all

~Channin's Outta Here~

Kamikaze!

God's greatest gifts to mankind,

Are friends who will truly care,

Who are always read to listen,

And who are never afraid to share.

They come in compassion and love,

To hear of our joys and our fears,

And feeling our depths of emotions,

They may laugh or even shed tears.

Their friendship is very special,

Being based on unconditional trust,

Allowing us to be free and open,

To rid ourselves of all that we must.

They are there whenever we need them,

In bright sunshine or down pouring rain,

To help us with all of our problems,

Bringing peace by removing all the strain.

God's Blessings are free and abundant,

For all those who follow His way,

And our Friends are His greatest blessing,

As we Exist in this world Today.

I can feel the tension building up with time pushing me to go to the extreme max! 5 weeks of continuous exams is not fun at all..subjects after subjects..urgh.. my brain and body is starting to malfunction.. i'm tired physically and mentally..I decided not to go back this weekend and my mother is unhappy bout it because i'm skipping my cousin's wedding.. Sorry bout that... i feel bad as well.. i feel something in me is wrong.. i think its due to making my mum sad.. i have this weakness that is my family is my everything.. willing to sacrifice for my family.. but yet sometimes i'm just tired and i need my own break.. @@ feeling troubled and stressed out at the same time.. some things are not looking in my direction also.. but have to look on the bright side and find my silver lining again.. Having someone that i can be totally honest bout my problems without worrying that they will judge me or backstab me is really awesome.. Sorry if i have been quite harsh to my friends lately.. i'm just not in the best-est condition yeah.. please do understand.. :) Got a set of HK series from my housemate.. :) interesting show and i have something to help loosen up.. :) back to the series~ tootles~ a lil pictures for entertainment! :)

I'll kill this dude if he did that to me! }:O

This signboard is like the ones in KL! @@

:)

This is my schedule! @@

Therefore i shall indulge myself with HK dramas!

~Channin's Outta Here~

Cosmo!

Dear Monchichis,

Today i had a productive day i think.. :) as u know.. i wrote to you yesterday at 3 something in the morning.. i gotta wake up at 9 for my class.. was tired but hey.. i dunno why.. i was quite energetic though my eyes wanted to close in class like usual.. >.< after the 1st class finished.. we received news that the lecturer for the 2nd class isn't coming.. so me and my friends went back to our respective condo..when i got back to my carpark.. i saw a car parked in my lot.. i was pissed and excited at the same time.. i went to the guard house to report bout that.. after that i parked in the visitor area.. and went back to change for gym with one of my friend.. :) glad that he is now close with me.. cause we both share the same passion to exercise and i do see the effect from the constant gym-ing! anyways.. before i went to the gym.. i purposely check out the car that was parking at my lot.. i went pass and i saw two pieces of paper on the dashboard area saying that the car for registered to that parking lot.. my mind straight went to stressed out mode.. that indicated that i have to go and settle with the management bout this issue.. anyways headed to the gym and had a productive session tho i was sleepy and hungry(no food since the night before :C), can't really focus on the work out due to the car lot problem.. was getting stressed out on thinking of all the possibilities that may happen.. this is one of my flaw and strong point.. i think bout EVERYTHING!! at least i reduce the disappointment by expecting the worst. and cheat myself by imagining the best.. :) anyways~ went to office say the fella move d.. she park wrong lot.. lol.. @@ thank GOD! i dun have to do anything.. was shooo relieved! went back to bath and went to class again! @@ after class.. nothing much.. went back to the condo.. and park HAPPILY in my lot without a saga parking in my place~ online a while and slept! for 3 hours! woke up.. online a while.. go out for dinner.. then came back.. and saw my msn icon blink with a orangey yellow light.. A friend of mine came to me with her problems.. and i'm glad i'm able to help her.. somehow i felt like a teddy bear but still i don't mind to be able make her happy again.. :) and i got impressions of me from Shalala and Shalulu!! its true that people look at me as She-who-shall-not-be-named's bf and a joker! i'm just a clown/joker/player/weirdo/freak and many more unique impressions! Is it a good thing? or is it a bad thing? i don't wanna find out! :| I kinda stepped on my best friend's tail.. sorry bout that.. shalala said we can talk around 11.. and shalala got free at 11.59! @@ seriously maximize time man.. hahaha! well talked to shalala for 3653 seconds which is long and which is fun and awesome! Her laughter reminds me of winnie har!! winnie har! i miss you! come back lahhh!! don't stay in singapore anymoreeeee!! T^T anyways.. I HAVEN"T STUDY FOR PRC and i'm still here blogging!! dang! so freaking dead tomoro! another sleepless last minute studying night! I'll get back to you to soon monchichis! :)

Love, H20Melon Guru.

Colored black on the "I"
Red "love", black "you"

~Channin's Outta Here~

Opium!

I don’t know where I’m at

I’m standing at the back

And I’m tired of waiting

Waiting here in line, hoping that I’ll find what I’ve been chasing.

I shot for the sky

I’m stuck on the ground

So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down

I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?

Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

Not ready to let go

Cause then I'd never know

What I could be missing

But I’m missing way too much

So when do I give up what I’ve been wishing for.

I shot for the sky

I’m stuck on the ground

So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down

I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?

Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

Oh I am going down, down, down

Can’t find another way around

And I don’t want to hear the sound, of losing what I never found.

I shot for the sky

I’m stuck on the ground

So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down

I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?

I never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

I shot for the sky

I’m stuck on the ground

So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down

I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?

Oh it’s coming down, down, down.

This song is the song that relates to me completely.. that is why i totally LESS THAN THREE this song! :D Tho i may not feel that much pain compared to the music anymore.. but still i am scarred.. this scar reminds me that the pain is real.. i used to thought i can do this.. i can do that..i can do everything by my own hands to make things word.. but i think i just can't! A relationship really need both sides.. being together means being a team.. and i failed to do that.. i always saw myself as the one that must finish everything on my own.. But now its all too late to be said.. just learn from my own mistakes.. lost something.. gain something in life..

Tonight i shared my story with a midnight stalker.. she was my hometown friend.. i guess no one sees me with problems.. she was also shocked that i had such problems.. telling her my story brought myself to tears as i linger on the sweet memories that i had and is something i hold really really dearly to my heart tho it may not be all good.. good or bad.. i'll take it all cause i truly treasure these memories! But i ain't gonna stop here and sulk till time passes me by.. once fallen.. gotta stand by again and walk again.. i'm not afraid to try again! God gave me this life.. He didn made it a bed a roses for me.. through hurts,sorrows,pain, and disappointment.. i learn! So many points to point out.. but i need to hit the hay! 3.30 and i'm still here.. got class tomoro! and got test on Wednesday!! @@ Professional Conduct sucks.. so many things to read.. all nonsensical! But i LOVE it~ i HAVE to love it.. i MUST love it.. cannot fail lahhhhh~~ ROAR!!

Never blame a day in ur life.
Good days give u happiness.
Bad days give u experience.
Both are essential in life!
All are Gods blessings!

~Channin's Outta Here~

TreeKneeTee!

Take a moment to look at this video... take a moment to reflect.. take a moment to think of how lucky we are.. how fortunate we are with all the comforts in life..

Yesterday, Kristie told me bout how spoilt we are.. how pampered we are.. and that got me thinking for more than a day now.. Indeed we are spoilt brats and pampered children.. with all those comforts in life.. with all those privileges.. yet we still chose to complain bout the life we are having now.. a little trouble that comes to us.. and we are already complaining that why do we deserve all this.. we should really see the bigger picture of every situation..Why do we complain bout life when Christians in other part of the world is being persecuted for worshiping the Lord but yet they are ever so passionate..we having the freedom to worship whenever and having the church and a proper place for us to worship.. yet we let things earthly things take over our time and priority over God! Why are we so easily blinded by the things of the world.. why are we so easily tempted! I admit that i'm guilty of this as well.. that's why i'm blogging bout it.. hoping that people that reads my blog will learn and it is like a reminder to myself as well..

' Lord, Thank You Father for giving us this opportunity and this privileges to be open and to worship you without fear.. I will not be afraid to be judge by man for it is for it was You that gave Your life for me..it was You that broke our chains and set us free.. It was You that gave us a second chance.. It was You that gave us direct access to the mighty Lord Almighty! So, I just pray that you'll help us be strong.. be bold and be firm for what You have promised to US! Help us have the faith, the faith of a size of a mustard seed..help us believe of the treasures we will have up in heaven with You! Let us not be so driven by the things of the world.. let us focus on YOU! Lord, make us strong.. make us more like You.. '

Matthew 10:33 -But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven.

Matthew 17:20 -I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, “Move from here to there” and it will move.

Matthew 6:19-20 - Don’t store up treasures here on earth, where moths eat them and rust destroys them, and where thieves break in and steal. Store your treasures in heaven, where moths and rust cannot destroy, and thieves do not break in and steal.

Romans 12: 2 - Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.Romans 12: 2

http://www.klove.com/common/lowbandwidth.aspx <-- A Christian radio channel but it is in US! We can all try our best either in prayer or actions to make this possible in Malaysia!! Let Us not lose hope and instead join together and intercede for Malaysia and the government! They are who will govern the country we are living in.. they are the one that will change the country into a better place!

'I can finally see, that You're right there beside me. I am not my old for i have been made new. Please don't let me go, I desperately need YOU~'

~Channin's Outta Here~

Jukebox!

Today was a super mega ultra supremely omega ultimately extremely flag raising electrifying breath taking shoe kissing moon pointing seaweed eating seahorse loving underwear washing cat fishing rat catching money making mind blasting UNPRODUCTIVE day ever! I think if doing nothing can be rated.. i'll rate myself 9.5 out of 10! i still walk around.. so that's the 0.5! hehehe~ Wanna play badminton.. no kaki... wanna go swimming.. no kaki.. wanna go gym.. no kaki.. wanna find something to do.. no kaki.. wanna want to want something to do so that i don't have to want wanting something to do.. urghhh.. @@ Sms-ed people.. everyone is busy with their own things.. chat with people.. no reply.. usual.. but actually today is just not a social day.. things are looking up for me in many different aspect.. i got a green light from my mum to go to prayer conference.. persuaded her to not ask me to work at my aunt's place.. got green light from cutie pie to register me for prayer conference.. I think today i got high luck with authority and approval~ hahaha! and MELODY ACCEPTED ME ON FACEBOOK AGAIN!! lol.. @@ funny story.. not gonna share~ :P too bad.. boohoo! yeah.. hate me..DOUBLE TEE EFF!! hahahaha.. by hating me.. u won't get even anymore stories.. might as well treat me like a king.. nonono.. a prince ( still young,cool,awesome,hot(contradicting with cool @@), handsome,talented,beautifully cute,funny,adorable, i can go on for like millenniums but i'm kind..,yeah another point.. i'm sparing you guys from reading that much! hehehehehe! ) and u might get more stories.. gain my trust.. make me love you ~ lalalaa~ Chatted with mei zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi just now.. she was all stressed up cause of serious stuff.. after like an hour of chatting.. i think she's now stressed up even worse due to talkin to me.. ahak! :D i'm awesomeee~ ;D heheheheeh and i just had a brain jam of random creativity when i saw BRB from mei zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi zhi ...

BRB = Buy Ramli Burger

OH EMM GEE!! That was just the awesomest part of the day.. i actually did something with my brain! and YES! I HAVE A BRAIN! keh keh keh~ i have so much of mixed emotions now lahh.. tangled up yarns~ like colours of gumballs in a gumball machine.. lalalalaa~ weird.. @@ what does that have to do with anything.. ANYHOOOO~~ Double Tee Eff and Oh Emm Gee for youu!! kah kah kah kah~ feeling hungry?? @@

This is for you, my readers and lovers!

This is all MINE!! muahahahaaahahahahahahaha!!

~Channin's Outta Here~

Cucamonga!

Today is such a restless dayyyyyyy~~ slept till 1!! Sorry Mr.Poo~ i skipped your class.. was really too tired that i didn't heard the alarm also~ hahaha! woke up today.. with nothing to do.. with no plans to do.. i literally sat there and rot doing nothing for almost an hour.. i know i can go study for next week's exam.. but then.. my butt is just now moving.. so i went gym with my friend.. so unproductive.. still half dead there.. almost slept there.. hahaha! sucks.. went for FOOD! after that everything was SUPERBLY energetic! :D

The happiest and most highlighted thing that happened in my life today was a phone call.. it seemed like a call to a very very close friend whom i've known for very long.. but actually.. we've only spoke seriously twice.. It was really a superb talk cause i've figured her out! :D mystery is no longer a mystery! :D at least not such a big mystery!

Aihh.. why am i not sleeping?! A few things in my head is not letting me sleep lahhhhh.. "How Am I Going To JB This Weekend?" is Number One on the list, Number Two Goes to "Do I Want To Go To Prayer Conference?" ! and last but not least.. "When Am I Gonna Study For My Test Next Week!!!" Ohh.. just added a new one.. my roommate is taking half of my bed.. how am i gonna sleep!! @@ i don't do cuddling with guys! aaahhhhhh! move aside u snoring bed snatcher! ROAR!! Hahahaha! i'm going insane.. it has been a long time since i've sleeping this late~ lalalala~ i'm talking to myself again.. Sorry you readers for reading all this nonsense.. whatever is in my brain right now.. my finger types it..

I just love some people that does covers of famous songs on youtube.. they are all just friggin talented that i feel that they should be more famous than certain artist that just turn 17! Tyler Ward, Sam Tsui, Christian Joseph, Justin Robinett, Cade Gregg, Kurt Schneider, Jake Coco and many other more lahhhh.. they are just awesomee!! Just check them out and let your jaw drop cause they will make u see stars and perspective of talent will just change! :D

~Channin's Outta Here~

Hysteria!

Tap on my window knock on my door

I want to make you feel beautiful

I know I tend to get insecure

It doesn’t matter anymore

It’s not always rainbows and butterflies

It’s compromise that moves us along

My heart is full and my door’s always open

You can come anytime you want - Quoted from 'She will be loved' by Maroon 5!

I've found the beam of light bursting through the clouds and shining me a new path.. :D this two parts of the song have reassured me of what and who i am.. i am insecure.. i am doubtful yet i try to trust and give u all i could give.. but u just see the bad side of me.. i can't always give u rainbows and butterflies.. its compromise that we need.. and compromise is something that you can't give me sometimes.. Well what is done is done.. the damage has been done.. Seeking for a new path and direction in life that will lead me back to find my old self and my joy! Found someone to talk to and she is really helping me loosen up the tension by just being there.. i dunno how.. and i dunno why.. it just seems so natural to talk to her.. interesting stuff eh.. :D Getting to know someone is always fun.. how its like a mystery..hehehe.. went to Sungei Wang at 9pm with a few friends and went to Green Box! we sang till 2.30 and now i'm back here... with a kinda sore throat and a hope that i dun lose my voice! :D great day! Today is a happy day for me! Me likey~ :D

~Channin's Outta Here~

Abyss!

My birthday was a few days ago.. its was soooo empty and depressing due to certain something that is boggling in my mind.. people just say..' don't emo lahh.. why sad lahh.. happy lahh.. ' that doesn't change the fact that my mind is still thinking bout the problem.. anyways.. it was just empty and dull.. i duwan to be treated special.. i duwan to be special.. i just wanna be normal.. i wan my life back.. i wan my joy back.. its all taken away slowly and VERY painfully..

Anyhow i celebrated with my bunch of friends.. went for lunch with them.. dota session even compete on who got the most birthday wishes.. night went to a suprise party which i am not in the mood for.. well.. i emo-ed there.. but sort of feel bad cause they put in soooo much effort into making this happen.. so i decided to boost up a lil.. but in the end.. we just played mahjung and went home.. nothing much.. my birthday ended just like that.. Got a weird humongous necklace and lovely optimism chart with lots of colours..

Went for JS '11 commission service in ayer tawar..funny thing is that mei-yan's mom came over and ask who is chimney and everyone near me was shocked and wondering who is chimney..thanks for the card yah..was kinda great to see them graduate.. spent quite a lot of time with them.. till i actually felt attached.. when they depart.. it felt like a part of me left me as well.. they were the temporary joy that kept me refreshed and eager to see what is in stored the next day.. but i came to realize that, that is their joy.. their family.. not mine.. as i come to think of my own js family.. things seems to be fading and it was just a smiley coated nightmare.. where the true form is out to hunt me down.. i'm lost.. losing hope.. losing will to see that things will be better if only i believe.. cause it just won't.. things are just getting worse.. I can only hope to see myself being able to stand up strong soon.. i hate being this weak.. losing to everything and everyone.. aihh..

Sorrow can leave you spending in a frame with so much gulit and pain sorrow was taken as a game but it's so much more than and emotion it's a pain love brings sorrow in the game it's like a pain calling your name sometimes that come and never goes away sorrow is based on a fear sorrow is a secret you hold near sorrow can hurt based on if it's a fear but thats basically why sorrow found you here ~Channin's Outta Here~

Pocket Monsters!

These past few days.. i sort of know how it feels to be alone and when ur career starts.. My daily routine.. wake up early.. prepare for work.. goes to work.. eat Chap Fan for lunch.. and go back at 7.. reach home.. alone.. feeling so empty.. online.. watch movie.. sleep.. that's my temporary life for me now.. soooo not fun! but what to do.. this is life.. aihh.. i duwan to grow upppp~~ :C but not all is bad! hahahaha!! My friend told me i could call the college to ask for my results! My heart was beating 100x faster! hahahaa! this is even scarier than SPM! hahaha! kept calling.. and network kept being busy!! decided not to call.. but something in me was wrongg.. i felt so uncomfortable! hahaha so call again lah.. it got through! And i PASSED all~~ wooohooo!! electrifying happiness! hahahaha! AAHHHHHH!! i'm so friggin happy and excited! *bounce bounce bounce* suppose to post this like 5 days ago! hahaha! anyways.. i'll post it now~ :D

~Channin's Outta Here~

Psycho Stalks People (PSP)

Last weekend was truly a very beezeee! Saturday morn i left at early in the morning to Kelana Jaya by LrT! Reached there quite early.. and messaged Joanne.. and she said she forgot to tell me that she is gonna be late.. -.-''! nevermind.. went to Kelana Jaya because i went to Emmanuel Methodist Church to help out in the Valentine Hi-Tea event prepare for half of the JS people that are coming for visitation.. looking at them.. makes me recall the time when I was the JS group that visited EMC! time flies! sedih gilerr! Anyways.. after worship and a lil talk.. we actually got to the surprise that Uncle bert has in stored for us! We each are given a random name to choose from.. its actually names of girls.. we are suppose to be their date.. some of us got more than one.. joshua got 3!! while i got 2! i was soooo stressed up! i really dunno what to do.. panic! And my unlucky dates were Rebecca Alfred from JS and Crystal Cheok from EMC!! Two of the Tallest Girl!! Stress.. but yea.. i tried my best to not lose my composure.. but i think i did! whoops! sucks! hahaha! it wasn't really a good date i could say.. coz they more or less talk bout korean stuff and i felt left out.. but its okay lahh.. i talk to sheepz~ but then.. got scolded pulak for being a bad date! hahaha! but nvm~ no points for that! hahaha! Date ended! Uncle bert gave a lil talk.. and he 'PROMOTED' me in front of soooooo many people! felt so 'honoured'!! hahaha! and get into small groups.. i was with Ian,Joel and Samuel! I was happy that they actually opened up their problems with me.. normally people don't becoz they just think i'm a weird guy who only plays and have no serious thoughts! hahaha!

Went to Whispering Hope after that with the JS people to join their CNY celebration! hahaha! not bad.. it was quite alot of people.. but Whispering Hope makes me feel like HOME! and i met Aunty JUDY!! sorry lahhh i forgot her name and she merajuk for a while.. aduii! hahaha! play play playy.. kinda made a lot of people laugh.. good achievement! :D *pat on my own head* After that dinner.. Alston sent me back.. He take me ronda ronda of all the ways to Whispering Hope from my direction.. so i won't get lost the next day! Thankew verry berry ferry much!

On that SUNDAY!! woke up ultra early cause i need to drive to Whispering Hope for the 1st time! Takut hilang... so i compromise and left early just in case if i got lost.. mana tau! alston your directions works! i didn got lost.. instead i got there ultra early.. hahaha! Quite a lot of people that i know and dunno attended Whispering Hope that day! When i was parking my car.. a car stopped beside me.. and asked me for directions for Whispering Hope.. it was just soooo happy that they asked me!! hahaha! After service and a lil feilowship with people.. Left to Trac HQ with the JS people.. AND DANG! i got lost again.. hahaha! when i actually reached HQ.. Sheepz and the powerful has left!! so i had to look for them again! hahaha! Went to have a lil surprise for Aunty Ling Ming's birthdayy!! :D it was FUN! hahaha! berbonding with them.. makes me feel so like them! After that.. went back to HQ to chill for a while.. then i took over Sheepz job as being a transporter! sounds cool~ hahaha! Drove them back to PD and chilled there for a while.. and drove back right after.. that nite.. was tiring SHIT! hahaha.. but no biggie! i LOVE it! find joy in it~

Well.. it started with monday again. back to class.. 1st class.. slept! then i'm awake for the next classes d~ lalala~ when i reached the practical class.. the lecturer said this! 'Its good to see you here'.. aihhh.. u know what that means.. i'm always MIA! hahaha! went back.. rest.. had dinner with my housemate.. bought a digi number.. watched harry potter.. chatting.. bla bla bla.. and that is how my valentine day WENT! awesomeee! and it is now 3.20am!! and i'm blogging! Sleeping in late !! no biggie~ ngek ngek ngek! Signing out now! Tootles Doodling Noodle eating Poodle~

~Channin's Outta Here~

Dyslexia!

Sometimes simplicity is need to make things a lot easier rather than taking all those hard long terms that are pointless.. the main point is where you achieve at the end point.. :D This is what i learnt after i watch '3 Idiots' its a hindi movie that is really awesome.. i actually shed tears watching the show.. how awesome and powerful can true friendship be! I wan a friend like Rancchoddas Shyamaldas Chanchad or also known as Phunsukh Wangdu!! Seriously awesome show lahh.. can't say how much this show has taught me bout friendship and how we believe in our actions can make a difference!! ITS A MUST WATCH!! 9 out of 10 rating! can't give it a 10 cause its still a hindi movie with hindi song singing and changing clothes and dancing scenes! hahaha!

Anyways, yesterday was hype with the sheep song that i heard from uncle bert during JS Reu! it is just so funny and nice at the same time.. i miss Sheepz~ i miss BRA!! I miss Toto!! I miss Shawn! I miss JS!! aihhh~ sedih aku~ hahaha! The song is below for viewing and sing-a-long! hahaha!

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2011/2/10/nation/20110210212210&sec=nation <-- Anti-Valentine Campaign.. What is up with this man.. i just don't get it.. Its not even a holiday or in the calender.. why is there something to go anti about.. this is just a lil too much.. so everyone!! STAY STRONG!! STAY UNITED!! BERSATU TEGUH BERCERAI ROBOH!! Got any comments bout this.. do let me know.. i'm kinda interested to hear what u have to say bout this! hahaha!

Anyways! back to a lil humour! I was talking to a genie.. and we were talking bout having a seahorse as a pet.. and i wished for a seahorse.. then the genie disappeared.. and i wondering what is the genie doing.. hmmm... then appear again.. gave me a link.. i click it.. and i saw the title is sea horse and it was an image.. so i was expecting the pictures that are cute and awesome seahorses but then i got the shocked of my life.. and laughed my ass off! hahaha! soon you'll see.. Enjoy the Seahorses that i expected and the sea horse i was gave!

Cute Seahorse 1

Cute Seahorse 2

Ultimate Sea HORSE! *awesome genie*

I♥ SeaHorse!

Nylon .67mm

Recently.. i got a virtual 'slap' in the face.. and things are cleared to me.. the 'slap' was like the hurricane that came and swept all the things away.. crushing everything that was built.. crushing all the tight tension that was there.. but hey.. look on the bright side.. the hard and painful part is over.. its time to start fresh.. learn from the mistakes.. gave me a second chance to relive the lil 'city' of mine~ hahaha! things are starting to look up again.. really God has a plan for everything.. there was a cause for everything.. :D i dun see it just yet.. but i trust that He will guide me through it.. ;D Today i was shocked when an ol' fren of mine threw me a bible verse.. She gave me Jeremiah 29:11 that says "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." woaa.. that scared the living crap out of me(the good way).. i knew her for quite long d.. she used to come church.. but also once in a blue moon.. i thanked God that she is growing a lot spiritually when she came to kl to study.. she's now attending church regularly and CG.. Amen for that! :D

Hey there now all you Bruno Mars fans.. using his songs for charming girls and all.. I'm guilty of this as well.. but we was so blinded by the things done by the media.. In the video down below.. check it out.. that is how this song really should be!! I apologize for misusing and being so blind!! ^ . *

~Channin's Outta Here~

Baby Dumbbell

It is gonna be a-okay says people.. but it just ain't.. i'm beaten down.. i'm losing the battle.. i'm losing it again.. i'm breaking down.. i'm tired.. but can anyone understand how tired am i? People always see me as a carefree guy that has no problem with friends.. but that IS my biggest problem.. i'm tired of trying to please people.. trying to find a conversation for every conversation.. i'm tired.. my handphone has been out of credit for a few days.. and since then my phone has be quiet.. i'm just starting to think and wonder.. do anyone really care? and is my efforts trying to keep the strings for friendship close to me just a waste of time? gimme a break.. i try to hard to build a super good social life.. but i think it just keep failing.. even this CNY.. i was the one who destroyed the party.. of all people.. the least expected one for i was the crazier one.. not anymore.. i guess i just ain't fun.. i just am an annoyance to people.. always being left behind since young had made me treasure friendship.. but at the same time.. making me numb and cheating myself that its alright.. well the truth is.. its not.. don't i deserve a lil recognition and attention sometimes.. i'm not a teddy bear.. i'm not a ball.. i'm really tired.. i'm losing my battle to my happiness.. i dunno what is it in me that is lacking.. but i really do care for you.. u are always there in my mind no matter where and when.. please tell me that u know and u feel the same.. pretty please.. i need you.. i am dying inside out each time i see you with him.. take care girl..

~Channin's Outta Here~

Red Shiny Bookmark!

Chinese New Year this is just not what isn't the same as it used to be.. My siblings aren't around.. the mood isn't there.. only me and my parents this year.. its just not the same.. i felt lonely and i felt my parents sadness.. imagining them when they are alone when i'm in kl.. its just hard and really sad.. so i urge those who are the youngest.. remember home when u go to kl.. although kl is much fun and all.. your parents misses you really bad.. even tho they might say its okay to not come back.. make the effort to come back.. its your own actions that makes it sentimental and sincere.. nothing in this world is worth your parents.. not the fun.. not the clubs.. not even friends are even able to be compared with your parents.. ANYWAYS! sorry for running away from topic! Didn really spent much time with my relatives or my cousins.. more with friends this year.. tried resisting gambling for a few times.. but just yesterday.. got forced to gamble at my ex-teacher's place.. but just played small.. so its just for fun.. :D Been too busy to reply people anyways..watching movies, playing and chilling with friends till 4-5 am.. is just fun... i wonder will we be this close after we've got our own gf and stuff.. will our brotherhood still hold? and i just realize something.. listening to songs will actually affect what we type.. hahaha! listening to winter sonata is making me write insecure stuff.. AAHHHHHH!! This Cny learnt alot.. learnt to play mahjung and jinrami.. hahaha! its fun!! good and bad lah.. i miss my friends.. all of them went back to kl d.. left lonely ol' channin here in sitiawan..

~Channin's Outta Here~

Jigaloo!

Chinese New Year's Eve is just a lonelier one this year... brother is not around.. sister is not around.. no one to fight for good food.. no one to to to to.. err.. no one to mess around with lor.. Tuan Yuan Fan only got 3 people this year.. boring siot! working on a new year's eve is actually not bad lah.. had some fun also. hahaha! Had a break in the evening and go find a self proclaiming Coconut! it was really quite funny and fun going out with coconut and nutcase.. :D Went to eat coconut jelly~ and that's where she got the name coconut.. then we went to the beach... had a lil photo session.. all weird poses and stuff.. had a video that will remind us.. that we are crazy.. hahaha! T^T no jutjitsu class.. was looking forward to it.. After having dinner with my uncle.. i left to look for coconut again.. the awkwardness was so intense cause i sort of crashed their reunion! and hey it isn't totally my fault.. the relatives came AFTER i came.. how was i suppose to know.. D: anyhows.. i received some angpows there and i felt so ashamed to take.. THANK YOU UNCLE AND AUNTY!! Happy Chinese New Year!! anyways.. went for the All's Well End's Well movie at 11.. it seriously is super FUNNNEEHH!!! *ngo zang hai jip sao em tou lorr* hahak! then went to friend's house to play cards and crap.. and now its 3.38! i'm almost dead.. friggin exhausted!! :D Sitiawan was colourful tonight! full with exploding rainbows and polluted air!! :D awesommeeee!! And thank you all for the sweet and thoughtful CNY wishes! Its the lil things that makes life much much more meaningful! :D

Fireworks~

Galactic Fireworks!

~Channin's Out Of The Building~

Kikilala!

Today went for jutjitsu session.. Not bad lah for my first time.. hahahaha.. kinda freaky and weird at 1st.. but now.. i've gained interest in it.. quite cool.. plus it builds my body.. nothing to lose right.. besides sore muscles,scratches and bruises.. its all good.. what can't kill me makes me stronger!! :D i just LOVE spending time with my friends.. its just sooo fun! and all guys.. who needs girls anyways.. ahak!! self comforting! i still need girls... one la at least.. okay.. getting weird.. ending this post with Bunnies for the year of the Rabbit.. aren't they just adorable?? :D

TEEHEE!! ~>.<~

~Channin's Out Of The Building~

Three Angry Birds!

This song WAS forced in my brain by my roommate.. everytime before he sleeps.. there i hear LADEEHHH!!! aduii.. but actually its quite nice.. and the singer really power pack man! Sa Lu Te~ really a nice song BUT this is sooo not a sleeping song man.. u even get nightmares listening this to sleep! ahak! Compare this to justin bieber.. bieber is like scrap! muakakkaaka! :P

Last week was a really busy week..On Wednesday, I went shopping with Marcus,Melody,Mei-yan and Rachel Rose.. we went to find presents for Pei Wei~ presents will be seen later.. the happiest thing was.. I HAD CARL'S JR again! after dunno how many millennium! it waz juz awezomee!! :D Having the first bite really make my senses go like i'm in heaven! hahaha! i was just hungry.. anyways.. we decided to buy pink base shirts to paint our 'LOVE' for pei wei.. it was like so easy for the girl.. well.. me and marcus are like having horrible time drawing! gosh.. but i guess it turned out quite alright.. :D then comes THURSDAY.. and we was suppose to draw the shirt today.. but some of our timing went OFF! so we were rushing.. bla bla bla.. me and marcus walked from the monorail to find melody in the scorching heat! it was sooo intense and orrsommmeee!! hahahaha!! weird things happened due to pei wei getting off work earlier.. Me, Juli, Melody, Radiance, Pei Wei and Marcus went to Midvalley.. wanted to play LaserTag.. but it was Thaipusam.. so there was a lot of people.. tak best.. so decided not to play.. instead.. we played BOWLING! Here is a few actions of us playing bowling!

Up Yours!

Gentle Bowl

Who say you can't jump and bowl

Roll mel not throw!

Gutter Lover

ScoreBoard!

Then Radiance left us!! T^T but anyways.. we went to a steamboat buffet after that.. it was just ORSOME!! :D we would have taken a shot of like 100++ plates of beef and pork.. but the waiter keeps taking it away! urgh! who say girls don't eat much.. girls trying to impress guys don't eat much.. girls on their verge of making their money worth eat hell as much as guys! scary! like seriously! even the birthday girl was dominating the food! hahaha! Pictures that will are shown were taken after people are full.. u see the birthday girl still EATING!! power packed! :D

After we have stuff ourselves to the full.. we went back to Juli's house.. presenting our presents take place.. Let the picture do the talking.. cause i dunno what to type anymore!! :X

That's all for Pei Wei's Birthday!

I went to JS Grand Reunion on Friday.. it was totally awesome and superb plus i get to drive to PD!! :D it all started like this.. i was waiting for a very slow cockroach to arrive then we'll all meet at KL Wesley before departing.. bzz bzz bzz.. WE"VE ARRIVED!! hahahaha! its soooo good to meet Uncle Bert, Austin and Cutie Pieee(Aunty Choy Quin).. it was also so nice to see the current Js batch.. making me think time really flies.. one year ago.. i was still in JS.. but their batch and our batch is sooo different.. giving me a different VIBE.. but its just too awesome to be able to kam ching with my old buddies again.. and we got more freedom! going out at night to yum cha and stuff.. just feel so fun! They went and play paintball.. and seriously i think its a super waste of money.. 45 ringgit for less than 10 minutes.. seriously friggin expensive.. pointless.. there was like 30+ people playing.. so its like 1000++ gosh.. oh and the place we went for Paintball.. is where we are having YLDP this year.. so there will be alot of fun! :D we went out for a lil outing of our own on the last day.. and we met a new batch of people.. who were totally strangers.. but they helped us take picture.. and we exchanged emails for FACEBOOK! not bad ah.. actually facebook is an awesome thing then! i'm talking non sensible stuff.. i dunno what to type anymore.. just look at blur pictures then! :P

♥

Black Mountain

Me me me!

Awesome Rock that Mel found

US!

~Channin's Out Of The Building~