Troubled Channin..

Early in the morning(11am), I woke up.. got a stare from a roommate due to my phone's alarm.. sorry~ Aite.. goin to kepong in few hours time.. gonna take dead Smelody/Ulody now to show the creator~ well.. really sad that smelody died.. but i duno why i ain't angry that time.. i was just scare and sad.. feelings are mixing up.. aihhh.. not just that.. i feel i'm losing myself.. i'm not the person i used to be.. or should be.. i'm just a quiet loner now.. is tat even possible.. well... i can't figure out that myself.. as for my passion for God..aihh.. i know what i should do.. and doin part of it.. but still.. i just dun feel right.. well.. disappointed at myself.. and i know God is disappointed at me.. that's all lah.. chaoz~