Skunks D'amour ! =P
I still mix better with mature people like seniors in college.. they are much easier to hang out with and more fun.. at least we connect.. I find it very hard to mix with people around my own age.. i need to talk more serious stuff and serious jokes too.. not some pitty Apple Pie Jokes.. hahaha! well went out with some housemate and 2 seniors to yamcha the nite b4.. hahah! went at 3.. slept at 6..woke up at 8.. prepare and go to class at 9.30 till 8.30.. caught sleeping in class AGAIN.. known hero for sleeping d..hahaha! then went back to the house.. went to toilet and found.. SHIT! I soaked my clothes for 4 days.. and it smells worse that anything imaginable.. almost vomited by the stench of it.. aiyoyo.. worked to hard to reduce the smell.. rinsing.. detergent.. shampoo even.. then packed.. went back to sitiawan wif my bro... cool stuff.. 1st time we talked all the way back from kl to sitiawan.. although we are both tired as crap.. but still.. COOL! hahaha! back home.. miss home so badly after 2 weeks.. washed clothes that smells like crap.. and now here blogging.. and its 3.40am.. and i'm dying d.. hahaha! no wonder the post got no extra spices bout it.. anyways.. Chaoz d.. Adios Folks~ =D
Conflict Cornflakes~
This is a conflict that happened just in like 2 weeks after i started my college.. Let's put the person as Z.. hahaha! coz i like Z.. anyways.. as Z is also my roommate,classmate,practical group leader and housemate as to say.. to explain a little bit more.. we both sleep on a double decker bed.. then a roommate moved out and his bed was a little damaged in the middle..but still 'sleepable'.
One afternoon.. a girl moved into our place.. well.. the girl's room only got 2 single beds.. so we decided to move the double decker to the girl's room.. oh for your information.. Z is working and he's not HOME.. anyways.. so me and some housemates moved the beds and all lor.. then moving the single bed from the girl's to my room.. i pushed the slightly broken bed to Z.. well i kinda deserve it too yah.. after all i moved the bed and stuff.. and the pathway for the beds to move around is sooooo tight yah.. but well anyway.. at nite.. when Z came home from work.. he went to the room and i was playing wif my laptop in the living room.. Z came out and say why is he taking the broken bed? I asked 'who should sleep on the bed then?' secara steadynya Z say me.. without wanting to argue.. i just nodded and told him.. if he wants the bed..just move the broken bed to the middle coz i wan to sleep in the middle.. well.. kinda showed my pissed face.. but i think i deserve what.. after all i've done.. well.. its okay.. things became awkward.. we stop talking.. that's alright.. but soon he acted like i've done a serious matter wrong.. i actually GAVE IN to him and not arguing with him.. Well.. he posted something really unpleasant on facebook that really ticks me off.. the anger and frustration in me was actually enough to make me lose my rasional thinking and just physically let know what is on my mind.. but yet i didn't becoz i dun want to lose a friend and make a big fuss over a small matter.. anyways it started with a broken bed.. things starting to seems ridiculously ridiculous.. he moved a table in the living to a side.. and even LOCK his laptop to the table wif a chain cable.. insanity runs thru his mind.. aishhh.. well.. now he is acting like a total moron and childish now.. even during practical class today.. we were his group members and yet he chose not to teach or even talk to us.. He chose to go in front.. and help others and talk there instead.. well.. all of us agree that we dun need him.. so started to figure out ourselves.. and i SOLVED it.. cool~ now everything is cold.. and things seems to just continue without Z.. anyways I'VE FORGIVEN HIM by the grace of God! hahaha! and my forgiving self that is sooo outrageously COOL! =) That's all.. end of story~ Pay Up! =D
One afternoon.. a girl moved into our place.. well.. the girl's room only got 2 single beds.. so we decided to move the double decker to the girl's room.. oh for your information.. Z is working and he's not HOME.. anyways.. so me and some housemates moved the beds and all lor.. then moving the single bed from the girl's to my room.. i pushed the slightly broken bed to Z.. well i kinda deserve it too yah.. after all i moved the bed and stuff.. and the pathway for the beds to move around is sooooo tight yah.. but well anyway.. at nite.. when Z came home from work.. he went to the room and i was playing wif my laptop in the living room.. Z came out and say why is he taking the broken bed? I asked 'who should sleep on the bed then?' secara steadynya Z say me.. without wanting to argue.. i just nodded and told him.. if he wants the bed..just move the broken bed to the middle coz i wan to sleep in the middle.. well.. kinda showed my pissed face.. but i think i deserve what.. after all i've done.. well.. its okay.. things became awkward.. we stop talking.. that's alright.. but soon he acted like i've done a serious matter wrong.. i actually GAVE IN to him and not arguing with him.. Well.. he posted something really unpleasant on facebook that really ticks me off.. the anger and frustration in me was actually enough to make me lose my rasional thinking and just physically let know what is on my mind.. but yet i didn't becoz i dun want to lose a friend and make a big fuss over a small matter.. anyways it started with a broken bed.. things starting to seems ridiculously ridiculous.. he moved a table in the living to a side.. and even LOCK his laptop to the table wif a chain cable.. insanity runs thru his mind.. aishhh.. well.. now he is acting like a total moron and childish now.. even during practical class today.. we were his group members and yet he chose not to teach or even talk to us.. He chose to go in front.. and help others and talk there instead.. well.. all of us agree that we dun need him.. so started to figure out ourselves.. and i SOLVED it.. cool~ now everything is cold.. and things seems to just continue without Z.. anyways I'VE FORGIVEN HIM by the grace of God! hahaha! and my forgiving self that is sooo outrageously COOL! =) That's all.. end of story~ Pay Up! =D
Jigsaw Pieces :(
We are all in the same jigsaw puzzle.. u are one piece and i am just another piece.. just too bad.. no matter how hard i try to fit in and join with you.. it just won't work.. it may seem to fit at 1st.. but at the end of the puzzle.. the pieces that are not at the right places will be removed after all.. How i wished i can just fit in.. i dun think my emotions are playing this prank on me.. i think this is REAL.. aihh.. let time just reveal the truth to me.. or just heal the pain.. If u know what i'm going thru right now.. would you just help me thru with it? i'm really having a hard time now.. please..
Many things are happening in the college now.. being the mature and forgiving one is hard.. but have to do this to learn and grow.. so i hope everyone would see things from a better perspective and sometimes we just have to give and take with people.. u dun gain anything from conflicts.. just be a good sport and forgive.. the long story and detail will come..Just live and let live.. =S
Just saw a bunch of malays.. that dress and act like they are freaking girls.. or so called AQUA.. but they look just horrible.. its like real life Left4Dead in from of me.. there are witches.. zombies.. crap man.. i really nearly vomited.. aihh..
Channin signing out at 4:11am.. chaoz~
Many things are happening in the college now.. being the mature and forgiving one is hard.. but have to do this to learn and grow.. so i hope everyone would see things from a better perspective and sometimes we just have to give and take with people.. u dun gain anything from conflicts.. just be a good sport and forgive.. the long story and detail will come..Just live and let live.. =S
Just saw a bunch of malays.. that dress and act like they are freaking girls.. or so called AQUA.. but they look just horrible.. its like real life Left4Dead in from of me.. there are witches.. zombies.. crap man.. i really nearly vomited.. aihh..
Channin signing out at 4:11am.. chaoz~
Né pour être aimé ou nés de l'amour?
Listening to a song.. tat really stirs up my emotions.. making me feel so extra lonely in this world.. stupid korean song.. that is sooo emo-ly nice.. shit! aihh.. why is it so hard for to face the fact that i'm insanely into her.. consequences might just be too big for me to bare.. well.. this is just sucky.. everything just makes me worry and turning my hair white.. anyways.. yam cha with seniors here.. is definitely nicer..due to them being more mature.. i feel happier and indeed sometimes learning from them.. Education is not just in books, is in the world.. depends on how you see things.. well things that are everything bad..does have something where u can benefit from it.. well that is what i put in mind everytime something bad and unpleasant happen.. learning from it.. improving myself.. is just part of life.. today was totally boring.. and screening through pictures just makes me sad and jealous at times where there is a gathering and i'm not there.. just hate this superb jealous emotion in me.. where i get jealous of many things.. not that much of worldly items but things that we can treasure.. like frenship, love, skills, talents.. all those stuff lor.. well.. this is just me again.. being depressingly sad.. too much of loneliness will do this to you.. solitary SUCKS! urghh~ well.. here goes another post..
Born to love or Born to be Loved?
Born to love or Born to be Loved?
Carpi Mangoo =)
Today is a nice and lovely day.. =) everything seems fresh and happy for me xcept the fact that i'm super tired.. but woke up this morning and my time estimation really needs some readjusting.. i'm no longer in sitiawan where goin to a place only takes like 5 to 15mins.. i need A LOT more time.. so i was rushing to the LRT station.. then run here run there to not make people wait for so long for me.. Sorrryy MARK! anyways..went to Whispering Hope for service.. I LOVE IT in Whispering Hope! It rekindled my Love and Passion once again.. giving me that warmth and knowledge i need once more.. Thank YOU! =) Met some new people today.. well.. kinda fun tho to meeet wif them.. they seems frenly.. and i met Melissa Joy~ hhahaha! Joeelllaaa's sis for the 1st time.. cool.. xD
After that i went to EMC(uncle herbie's church) for a blood donation thingie.. Alston,Wern Loong,Timothy Jon,Markie..many more went.. i was scare at 1st..but soon i got over it and registered.. then went for the medical checkup b4 they approve u to donate blood.. I WAS REJECTED due to my flu last week.. aiyoyo.. but good also.. coz kinda scary to donate blood also..
Went back after that.. the LRT was totally condemned and got technical error.. well.. alston have to send us back again.. Sorry Alston and Thank You! oh oh oh oh! almost forgot.. Ruth~ I had a cool time wif u again! but things seems different.. we are closer in a more maturely and quiet way..hahaha! no more endless crap and who talks more d.. both also talk serious stuff.. well..its cool~ hahaha! i really dunno wat to write anymore.. really really tired till i'm already grumpy..but wanna get it over wif..scare i forgot.. aihh.. k lahh.. nothing important d.. Chaozz~~!!
After that i went to EMC(uncle herbie's church) for a blood donation thingie.. Alston,Wern Loong,Timothy Jon,Markie..many more went.. i was scare at 1st..but soon i got over it and registered.. then went for the medical checkup b4 they approve u to donate blood.. I WAS REJECTED due to my flu last week.. aiyoyo.. but good also.. coz kinda scary to donate blood also..
Went back after that.. the LRT was totally condemned and got technical error.. well.. alston have to send us back again.. Sorry Alston and Thank You! oh oh oh oh! almost forgot.. Ruth~ I had a cool time wif u again! but things seems different.. we are closer in a more maturely and quiet way..hahaha! no more endless crap and who talks more d.. both also talk serious stuff.. well..its cool~ hahaha! i really dunno wat to write anymore.. really really tired till i'm already grumpy..but wanna get it over wif..scare i forgot.. aihh.. k lahh.. nothing important d.. Chaozz~~!!
Satomi Waves!
ROAR is the word to start with! Had a really really really good time today and yesterday.. yesterday was a lonnnngggg ddaayyy! Woke up early in the morning.. preparing for a trip to my beloved fren's house.. well.. delay delay delay.. came afternoon where it is BLAZING hot.. well.. traveled to the ktm.. and daniel chia called.. cool stuff tho talking to him.. but becoz of his LOVE for me.. i missed the train right in front of my eyes.. and waited for 30mins for the next train..aihh.. wat to do.. although there is shade..but still is was still BLAZING hot.. so radiated heat still catch up to me.. Train comes.. cramp in like sardin..well part of being in kl without a car.. ANYWAYS.. reached to the station i want..and i got down.. well.. waited UNDER the BLAZING sun this time for 30mins for my fren to come fetch me.. aihh.. but its still worth the wait =) ! went to her house.. and saw a movie that her dad was watching.. it was 'The Mist' well.. it was kinda a scary show but still.. the ending seems depressing.. the father shot his son and 3 other people who tried escaping wif him.. and after he kill them.. the mist was GONE.. the army came and save the survivors.. aihh... imagine how the father felt after shooting his son and he was saved.. anyways.. later went shopping.. then went yamcha wif her frens.. seems cool and sesat-ed tho.. all tak kenal.. but they talked bout their funny and silly childhood which seems super interesting and hilarious for me to hear what they've when they are lil babies~ hahaha! =)
after that.. well.. just settled down.. and went online back at her house.. while i was supremely sleepy.. but still have to accompany her finish her assignments.. and had a really great time debating wif my apprentice which is Ooonniieee! =D hahaha! After the debate.. was really thrilled that there is people tat is actually interested wif my emo songs! COOL! hahaha! After everything is settled.. then so did us.. and went to dreamland after saying our GoodByes becoz i won't be able to see her when i wake up.. saddening~ but still there is still other time~ :X Off to dreamland then~
Next morning! SLEPT superbly.. and wanted to sleep till afternoon when my fren's sis woke me up.. aihh.. ask me go eat breakfast.. wash up and went and ate my breakfast.. the CURRY CHICKEN ROCKS! muahahaha! LOVE IT! heheehe.. after that.. rotted for a really long time waiting for my bro to come fetch me.. aihh.. awkward time tat was.. hahahaa! =O
After an hour after my bro replied me saying after shower go fetch you.. he FINALLY came.. went to his place.. where i got my books that i needed from him and played a lil of LORD OF THE RINGS game.. rocks but the narration is so so so so so foolishly annoying! hehehe! then went for FOOD~ BEST PART OF THE DAY! ATE FOOTLONG SUBWAY AND A SET OF JAPANESE MEAL! ROCKS!! BEST TIME WHEN THERE IS GOOD FOOD!! Then went for MAPO fair.. aihh.. kinda considered time wasted.. well.. what is done is done.. lalalaa~ went for Kiss Ass movie.. well the title literally is Kiss Ass! rate it 1 to 10..ermm around 4? not really sucky but not really good as well.. hahaha! okay lahh~! hahaha! then here I am back in the condo.. oh oh.. when i got back in the condo.. House mate told me that the guy opposite wanted to fight wif us yesterday.. i think he's drunk or just got rejected! hahaha! freaky indian or weird guy!! hahaha! just came back from YAMCHA.. and ate a lot again! COOL! anyways.. that's all my blog for now~ adios~
after that.. well.. just settled down.. and went online back at her house.. while i was supremely sleepy.. but still have to accompany her finish her assignments.. and had a really great time debating wif my apprentice which is Ooonniieee! =D hahaha! After the debate.. was really thrilled that there is people tat is actually interested wif my emo songs! COOL! hahaha! After everything is settled.. then so did us.. and went to dreamland after saying our GoodByes becoz i won't be able to see her when i wake up.. saddening~ but still there is still other time~ :X Off to dreamland then~
Next morning! SLEPT superbly.. and wanted to sleep till afternoon when my fren's sis woke me up.. aihh.. ask me go eat breakfast.. wash up and went and ate my breakfast.. the CURRY CHICKEN ROCKS! muahahaha! LOVE IT! heheehe.. after that.. rotted for a really long time waiting for my bro to come fetch me.. aihh.. awkward time tat was.. hahahaa! =O
After an hour after my bro replied me saying after shower go fetch you.. he FINALLY came.. went to his place.. where i got my books that i needed from him and played a lil of LORD OF THE RINGS game.. rocks but the narration is so so so so so foolishly annoying! hehehe! then went for FOOD~ BEST PART OF THE DAY! ATE FOOTLONG SUBWAY AND A SET OF JAPANESE MEAL! ROCKS!! BEST TIME WHEN THERE IS GOOD FOOD!! Then went for MAPO fair.. aihh.. kinda considered time wasted.. well.. what is done is done.. lalalaa~ went for Kiss Ass movie.. well the title literally is Kiss Ass! rate it 1 to 10..ermm around 4? not really sucky but not really good as well.. hahaha! okay lahh~! hahaha! then here I am back in the condo.. oh oh.. when i got back in the condo.. House mate told me that the guy opposite wanted to fight wif us yesterday.. i think he's drunk or just got rejected! hahaha! freaky indian or weird guy!! hahaha! just came back from YAMCHA.. and ate a lot again! COOL! anyways.. that's all my blog for now~ adios~
Troubled Channin..
Early in the morning(11am), I woke up.. got a stare from a roommate due to my phone's alarm.. sorry~ Aite.. goin to kepong in few hours time.. gonna take dead Smelody/Ulody now to show the creator~ well.. really sad that smelody died.. but i duno why i ain't angry that time.. i was just scare and sad.. feelings are mixing up.. aihhh.. not just that.. i feel i'm losing myself.. i'm not the person i used to be.. or should be.. i'm just a quiet loner now.. is tat even possible.. well... i can't figure out that myself.. as for my passion for God..aihh.. i know what i should do.. and doin part of it.. but still.. i just dun feel right.. well.. disappointed at myself.. and i know God is disappointed at me.. that's all lah.. chaoz~
22/4/2010 is just another day!
Well.. let's start again! Thursday is the most hectic day of my week.. The actual timetable for thursday is class from 9.30AM to 8.30PM!! its like 11 hours! tired siott.. anyways.. today we got to go later due to exams of the senior students.. cool stuff.. but still i got lack of sleep.. class was boring as usual.. sleeping in the class is something i HAVE to do.. to pass the time.. well the last class was always the funniest! coz of the lecturer.. he's pronunciation is so so so funny! Imagine everything wif a R letter..becomes L.. hehee.. Shadow becomes Shallow.. Umbra becomes Umbla~ sooooo funnnnyyyy!! hahaha! hilarious! plus his bucky teeth~ hahaha but still he woke me up from my beautiful sleep.. even 2 classmates cannot wake me up!! oh gosh.. i seems so bad.. anyways.. Food was another thing i enjoyed today.. siok man eating.. i find so so so much JOY in eating! hehe.. and i had a long talk wif the Queen Of Randomness tat nite.. hahaha! fun tho~ hahaha =D anyways.. tat's all.. goin to kepong soon~ i think~ hahaha! adios~ =) Logging out 12.47am 23/4/2010!
Well.. i'm SICK again.. & a lil glimpse of my love for HER!
Yup.. as u just read the title.. i'm sick.. and feeling horribly horrible now.. terribly terrible flu and super monstrous sore-throat.. well.. its been so long since i've been bloggin.. the 1st blog sucks anyways.. hehehe~ Decided to start bloggin again due to looking at Khong Mei-Yan's blog.. hahaha! at 5 am.. due to my horrible sickness and unable to sleep.. crap~ feeelingg likee crraappp! alahai.. anyways.. a lil bit bout my days.. since bloggin is mostly bout tat.. just been to a church family camp last week.. well a lil feellooowwsssshiiipppp wif my buddies it was horribly fun and definitely AWESOME! BUT.. there is always a BUT.. the thing is.. i just dun have the tolerance to see people acting like i used to.. maybe i still do.. but the word is COCKY! thinking highly bout themselves.. well.. it just ain't right.. especially acting all cool and stuff.. that they dun even treat the seniors like they used to.. just another phase of life i guess.. aihh.. but who am i to say anything.. i'm just a guy tat wan the best for himself as well.. so close one eye lahh.. sendiri kao tim 1st.. hehe~ well.. lil girl..you have been running in my mind for a long time.. well.. what do i have to do to get you to love me once again?! i really miss you and the way you treat me b4..u made me feel special and appreciated.. aihhh.. decided to not go for class today.. really cannot take it.. its too much of sickness for me to bare.. need to rest.. Channin OuT!
Memory ♫
♪Turn your face to the moonlight
♪Let your memory lead you
♪Open up and enter in
♪And you find the meaning of what happiness means
♪Then the new light will be there
Memory ♫
♪All alone in the moonlight
♪I can smile at the old days
♪I was beautiful then
♪I remember the time I knew what happiness was
♪Let the memory live again
♥ You!
Memory ♫
♪Turn your face to the moonlight
♪Let your memory lead you
♪Open up and enter in
♪And you find the meaning of what happiness means
♪Then the new light will be there
Memory ♫
♪All alone in the moonlight
♪I can smile at the old days
♪I was beautiful then
♪I remember the time I knew what happiness was
♪Let the memory live again
♥ You!
