Candy Cane!

A little fun and entertaining video for you readers to see! :) and nooo its not a lame-ghost-pop-up-that-scares-the-crap-out-you video.. so don't worry.. relax and enjoyy~ ;)

The Midnight Blogger strikes again! Today is a very weird and numb dayy.. I think its just my thinking day.. when all the 'What If' questions comes to me and haunt me into outside, ripping my guts out, terrorizing the brain cells in my brain.. :( making me all elmo-ish and nemo-eee.. that sucks! But i'm sure of one thing.. that i was EMO-ING! :) Anyways.. i went to PJ Trinity for service today.. went with shalala and shalulu.. and i saw Johny Boy who has horny eyes quote Mei-yan! :) I saw MEI-YAN!! Its good to see her and some old faces there.. But looking at shalala and her gang hang out.. i feel soo.. left out.. old.. they are so lucky to have majority of their JS members to be KL-iens! :P Making meeting up so easyy.. Anyways had a terrible financial day.. Wasted 27bucks on something that i don't wanna say what is it! urgh.. made me have to eat mee cup for lunch.. ROAR! benci sama euuu~ >:(

I FINISHED MY HK DRAMA D!! i'm back to having guilt of not studying.. when i am busy..i got no time to study.. when i am free.. i forgot to study.. sucks! the ending of the drama sucks! it just seems so perfect! HATE YOUU DRAMATIC DRAMA!! Moving on~ i had my 3 hour power nap.. and i dreamt bout unpleasant things that make me woke up emo-ing.. its like all my 'What If' questions came alive in my dream and i am visualizing it.. able to visualize all the bad things.. :C but all those emo-ing ended when i saw my BURGER!! heheheheehehe!! i dunno whether did i really cheer up.. or i was just blinded by the awesomeness of the Burgerrr.. nom nom nom.. Food is needed to cheer me up! Take Note Guys! :) As i remember i told Aunty Choy Quin that ' The way to a man's heart is through his stomach' and she bought me food! hahaha! :) maksud tersirat?! @@

Tonight i just enjoy hanging out with my housemates.. lying down on the bed.. listening to the other two making fun of each other.. then went to play Bass and tried so many songs for example 'In The End', Umbrella, I'm Yours, Lydia-Fir, and so many more.. so fun.. found a new solo that is challenging that i will master it in time! :) a new challenge! i feel my heart burning to play over and over again when i have the time! Had much fun when i realize that i am better than a lot of people.. not boasting just saying that all my hard work to improve myself when i was younger is not wasted.. investing so much time and will to learn something that i wasn't really interested that time was not a waste.. :) And now.. i am going back to sleep for a couple of hours b4 class.. @@

I don’t want to live like I don’t care.

I don’t want to say another empty prayer.

Oh, I refuse to sit around and wait for someone else

To do what God has called me to do myself.

Oh, I could choose not to move but I refuse.

~Channin's Outta Here~

Test Tube Baby!

He's just awesomeeeee!! Look at his talent! Its just mind-blasting, jaw-dropping, breath-taking, shoe-licking, ice-cream eating, popcorn popping, rat dissecting talent! Dam power! JELEZ!! ROARR!! but aihh.. bo bien lor.. I'm special in my own ways~ lalala~

I'm finishing my HK drama!! 2 more episodes! and its OVAH! :) then i can actually focus on my studies! @@ Today i went to Kepong Wesley for their myf again.. and i brought audrey along.. :) its just fun to see them again.. making fun of mei zhi.. bullying ah tan.. aaahhh.. just so nice! i miss that! :) After that i sent Audrey back.. and went back to church to wait for shalala.. :) but kinda awkward cause she was in a meeting and i was there waiting very hungrily.. I only had my 1st and only meal at around 8!! @@ mana bolehh~ hahaha.. Fetch shalala and went to desa park city with shalulu and shalulu's boypren~ Quite fun walking and relaxing in the nature surrounded place.. :) They say i'm an introvert.. i guess at time progresses.. i become more and more introvert as i am even more and more fearful to let myself be hurt again.. i think that is the problem.. But its cool ehh.. i got said to be BUFFER than last time.. :) cool cool.. but then.. i got said that i look old with long hair.. aihh.. @@ ups and downs.. like a roller coaster! After that i sent shalala back and came home.. watched another episode of Drama.. now i'm feeling sickish.. lack of sleeppp cause i slept at 5.30am yesterday!! ^^ AWESOMEE!! Nitey nite peopleeee.. :) Another long day tomorrow~ :)

~Channin's Outta Here~

Tribute!

This post is a post for Japan ,Hawaii ,Indonesia and neighboring countries that are also affected by the earthquake that just happened.. This is also for the recent earthquake that happened in ChristChurch New Zealand.. My prayers are with the country and the people affected or not.. they need our prayers.. please do pray for them..

Many lives has been taken back to the Lord.. a total of 65 people were taken back in the earthquake that happened in ChristChurch that scaled a 6.3 magnitude.. And now 200- 300 bodies are found in Japan.. So many families are devastated.. dreams are shattered.. lives are taken..Some have lost everything.. therefore they need our prayer and support for the Lord to reveal Himself and show them that things in the world will be taken away but the promise of the lifetime will never be taken away if we only believe! So, please join with me in prayer for those who are crying out in desperation.. crying out for a way out of this.. crying out 'WHY is this happening to me'.. Prayer does the things that our hands cannot do..

"I will show wonders in the heaven above and signs on the earth below, blood and fire and billows of smoke. The sun will be turned to darkness and the moon to blood before the coming of the great and glorious day of the Lord. And everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved." - Acts 2:19-21

"Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on whatday your Lord will come. But understand this: If the owner of the house had known at what time of night the thief was coming, he would have kept watch and would not have let his house be broken into. So you also must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him." - Matthew 24:42-44

Look at these two bible verses..I'm not saying that the Second Coming of Christ is coming really soon due to this earthquake..( "No one knows about that day or hour, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father." - Matthew 24:36 ) No one knows.. but the signs are getting more and more obvious.. this is not a matter we could just turn back after the Lord has come.. there is no second chance after that.. Let us start changing our lives to be more like Him as He would want us to.. Let us be what He want us to..

Stop being so naive and foolish of having that arrogance that there is no God that will reign supreme over us.. Stop saying 'Why so serious' for this is SERIOUS! To the readers.. I LOVE YOU that is why i'm sharing this with you.. sharing this promise that has given me peace and hope in my life.. i don't want to lose anyone that didn had the chance to learn of this God of mine that will save you! Come to the Lord for He will always be there to give u a second chance and love you as long as you open up your heart to Him!

Finally i just wanna summarize that, just praying for solace and healing to all the victims involved in these calamities in Japan.. pray for volunteers to help out and pray for lives to be safe! Sorry for being quite pushy at times.. i just want the best for all.. If you do not like what i say.. just click the X button on the top right corner and it'll all go away.. :) Guys.. please pray and be grateful!

~Channin's Outta Here~

Starfish!

Dramas are actually not good to watch.. the more I watch bout their love story.. the more i get jealous of my real life.. how i wish i were in their shoes where everything just falls so nicely in place.. but that can't happy.. i shall not go gaa gaa over this things and face the fact and be down to earth bout the life i'm having.. I'm happy of who i am and how i learnt to be a stronger person each day! :) Today i went for a walk in Time Square with two of my housemates, it was quite fun actually.. 3 guys walking around all dressed sloppily~ :) no worries! no girls to impress cause i only wanna impress a particular girl.. other girls don't matter.. :S Had Wendy's for lunch.. regretted cause it ain't nice.. at least my order lah.. hahaha.. but we saw a guy that was sitting behind us.. he fell asleep and slant to the side with his nose touching the table only.. even the worker came to look.. maybe worried he's dead or something.. lol.. pitiful and funny at the same time.. :) after that we watched 'I am Number 4 '.. nice is nice lah.. but kind of ridiculous! i duwan to see number six! i wanna see number 5! don't they know how to count!? ROAR!! burst my bubble.. lol.. *plus i saw girls staring at me in the cinema~lalalala~ =))))))* after the movie went shopping.. and saw two unexpected female and male walking together in the mall.. gotcha! keh keh keh~ went to Sungei Wang and saw LIM TSE MUN's back.. but recognize her by her usual gangsta 'lu langsi lu mati' walking style! :) oh oh oh.. my housemate bought a bass guitar! and ask me to teach him.. that is not a problem.. now i can play with it as well !! FINALLY!! time for me to try all the weird funky things that i always to learn and do! :D I MISS SHALALA!! :C back to hk dramas.. another day has pass.. another day to reflect and remind myself of the love of God.. share with you readers as well! :D Have fun!

Above all powers above all kings

Above all nature and all created things

Above all wisdom and all the ways of man

You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms above all thrones

Above all wonders the world has ever known

Above all wealth and treasures of the earth

There's no way to measure what You're worth

Crucified laid behind the stone

You lived to die rejected and alone

Like a Rose trampled on the ground

You took the fall and thought of me

Above all

Above all powers above all kings

Above all nature and all created things

Above all wisdom and all the ways of man

You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms above all thrones

Above all wonders the world has ever known

Above all wealth and treasures of the earth

There's no way to measure what You're worth

Crucified laid behind the stone

You lived to die rejected and alone

Like a Rose trampled on the ground

You took the fall and thought of me

Above all

Crucified laid behind the stone

You lived to die rejected and alone

Like a Rose trampled on the ground

You took the fall and thought of me

Above all

Like a Rose trampled on the ground

You took the fall and thought of me

Above all

~Channin's Outta Here~

Kamikaze!

God's greatest gifts to mankind,

Are friends who will truly care,

Who are always read to listen,

And who are never afraid to share.

They come in compassion and love,

To hear of our joys and our fears,

And feeling our depths of emotions,

They may laugh or even shed tears.

Their friendship is very special,

Being based on unconditional trust,

Allowing us to be free and open,

To rid ourselves of all that we must.

They are there whenever we need them,

In bright sunshine or down pouring rain,

To help us with all of our problems,

Bringing peace by removing all the strain.

God's Blessings are free and abundant,

For all those who follow His way,

And our Friends are His greatest blessing,

As we Exist in this world Today.

I can feel the tension building up with time pushing me to go to the extreme max! 5 weeks of continuous exams is not fun at all..subjects after subjects..urgh.. my brain and body is starting to malfunction.. i'm tired physically and mentally..I decided not to go back this weekend and my mother is unhappy bout it because i'm skipping my cousin's wedding.. Sorry bout that... i feel bad as well.. i feel something in me is wrong.. i think its due to making my mum sad.. i have this weakness that is my family is my everything.. willing to sacrifice for my family.. but yet sometimes i'm just tired and i need my own break.. @@ feeling troubled and stressed out at the same time.. some things are not looking in my direction also.. but have to look on the bright side and find my silver lining again.. Having someone that i can be totally honest bout my problems without worrying that they will judge me or backstab me is really awesome.. Sorry if i have been quite harsh to my friends lately.. i'm just not in the best-est condition yeah.. please do understand.. :) Got a set of HK series from my housemate.. :) interesting show and i have something to help loosen up.. :) back to the series~ tootles~ a lil pictures for entertainment! :)

I'll kill this dude if he did that to me! }:O

This signboard is like the ones in KL! @@

:)

This is my schedule! @@

Therefore i shall indulge myself with HK dramas!

~Channin's Outta Here~

Cosmo!

Dear Monchichis,

Today i had a productive day i think.. :) as u know.. i wrote to you yesterday at 3 something in the morning.. i gotta wake up at 9 for my class.. was tired but hey.. i dunno why.. i was quite energetic though my eyes wanted to close in class like usual.. >.< after the 1st class finished.. we received news that the lecturer for the 2nd class isn't coming.. so me and my friends went back to our respective condo..when i got back to my carpark.. i saw a car parked in my lot.. i was pissed and excited at the same time.. i went to the guard house to report bout that.. after that i parked in the visitor area.. and went back to change for gym with one of my friend.. :) glad that he is now close with me.. cause we both share the same passion to exercise and i do see the effect from the constant gym-ing! anyways.. before i went to the gym.. i purposely check out the car that was parking at my lot.. i went pass and i saw two pieces of paper on the dashboard area saying that the car for registered to that parking lot.. my mind straight went to stressed out mode.. that indicated that i have to go and settle with the management bout this issue.. anyways headed to the gym and had a productive session tho i was sleepy and hungry(no food since the night before :C), can't really focus on the work out due to the car lot problem.. was getting stressed out on thinking of all the possibilities that may happen.. this is one of my flaw and strong point.. i think bout EVERYTHING!! at least i reduce the disappointment by expecting the worst. and cheat myself by imagining the best.. :) anyways~ went to office say the fella move d.. she park wrong lot.. lol.. @@ thank GOD! i dun have to do anything.. was shooo relieved! went back to bath and went to class again! @@ after class.. nothing much.. went back to the condo.. and park HAPPILY in my lot without a saga parking in my place~ online a while and slept! for 3 hours! woke up.. online a while.. go out for dinner.. then came back.. and saw my msn icon blink with a orangey yellow light.. A friend of mine came to me with her problems.. and i'm glad i'm able to help her.. somehow i felt like a teddy bear but still i don't mind to be able make her happy again.. :) and i got impressions of me from Shalala and Shalulu!! its true that people look at me as She-who-shall-not-be-named's bf and a joker! i'm just a clown/joker/player/weirdo/freak and many more unique impressions! Is it a good thing? or is it a bad thing? i don't wanna find out! :| I kinda stepped on my best friend's tail.. sorry bout that.. shalala said we can talk around 11.. and shalala got free at 11.59! @@ seriously maximize time man.. hahaha! well talked to shalala for 3653 seconds which is long and which is fun and awesome! Her laughter reminds me of winnie har!! winnie har! i miss you! come back lahhh!! don't stay in singapore anymoreeeee!! T^T anyways.. I HAVEN"T STUDY FOR PRC and i'm still here blogging!! dang! so freaking dead tomoro! another sleepless last minute studying night! I'll get back to you to soon monchichis! :)

Love, H20Melon Guru.

Colored black on the "I"
Red "love", black "you"

~Channin's Outta Here~

Opium!

I don’t know where I’m at

I’m standing at the back

And I’m tired of waiting

Waiting here in line, hoping that I’ll find what I’ve been chasing.

I shot for the sky

I’m stuck on the ground

So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down

I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?

Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

Not ready to let go

Cause then I'd never know

What I could be missing

But I’m missing way too much

So when do I give up what I’ve been wishing for.

I shot for the sky

I’m stuck on the ground

So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down

I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?

Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

Oh I am going down, down, down

Can’t find another way around

And I don’t want to hear the sound, of losing what I never found.

I shot for the sky

I’m stuck on the ground

So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down

I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?

I never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

I shot for the sky

I’m stuck on the ground

So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down

I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?

Oh it’s coming down, down, down.

This song is the song that relates to me completely.. that is why i totally LESS THAN THREE this song! :D Tho i may not feel that much pain compared to the music anymore.. but still i am scarred.. this scar reminds me that the pain is real.. i used to thought i can do this.. i can do that..i can do everything by my own hands to make things word.. but i think i just can't! A relationship really need both sides.. being together means being a team.. and i failed to do that.. i always saw myself as the one that must finish everything on my own.. But now its all too late to be said.. just learn from my own mistakes.. lost something.. gain something in life..

Tonight i shared my story with a midnight stalker.. she was my hometown friend.. i guess no one sees me with problems.. she was also shocked that i had such problems.. telling her my story brought myself to tears as i linger on the sweet memories that i had and is something i hold really really dearly to my heart tho it may not be all good.. good or bad.. i'll take it all cause i truly treasure these memories! But i ain't gonna stop here and sulk till time passes me by.. once fallen.. gotta stand by again and walk again.. i'm not afraid to try again! God gave me this life.. He didn made it a bed a roses for me.. through hurts,sorrows,pain, and disappointment.. i learn! So many points to point out.. but i need to hit the hay! 3.30 and i'm still here.. got class tomoro! and got test on Wednesday!! @@ Professional Conduct sucks.. so many things to read.. all nonsensical! But i LOVE it~ i HAVE to love it.. i MUST love it.. cannot fail lahhhhh~~ ROAR!!

Never blame a day in ur life.
Good days give u happiness.
Bad days give u experience.
Both are essential in life!
All are Gods blessings!

~Channin's Outta Here~